my gma passed away today. words can’t even begin to describe how amazing she was or how much she is already missed. i feel numb… 
sometimes i wish i had no family, then i could just pack up and be where my heart already is. but… there are days i don’t know what i would do without my family. they mean everything to me. i’m sure all people feel this way from time to time. i feel nothing is ever just ‘okay’ there is always something going wrong, some issue, something hanging over your head, weighing on your shoulders. this is life.
i saw this little quote on a website and had to borrow it. it really touched me, b/c it’s so true. it definately mirrors my life right now. always waiting for ‘that’ to happen, i’m wishing time would move faster to get to ‘that’. and now i wish time would stop, i wish i had more time with my gma. it seems so unfair. i wish i could keep her forever, but i know she has to go eventually, we all do. so… here and now is all we have. don’t wait till tomorrow to say how you really feel.
tomorrow is never guaranteed.
<3
love you, b <3
feeling pretty blah lately, my gma is not doing well…
1. MacGyver :: tv show
2. Garter :: belt
3. Wedge :: cheese
4. Inches :: feet
5. Code :: red
6. Water :: glass
7. Running :: walking
8. Curly :: hair
9. Turkey :: thanksgiving
10. Stupor :: unconscious
i’m on a roll today! haha another one…
1. Marathon :: runner
2. Debt :: money
3. Turn :: right
4. Image :: pictures
5. Sofa :: bed
6. Envelope :: letters
7. Cart :: mario cart
8. Process :: done
9. Question :: answer
10. Rumor :: willis
i got the urge to post and at least change up the theme, holidays are coming! i’m actually excited. yummy food, family and presents! (notice food was first in the list! haha) anyways. not much going on, still same ol’ same ol’ and not really sure why i even type on this thing. -nobody- even reads it. guess it’s more like a space just to leave my thoughts. i will harrass B later to read my meme! 
so on to the main reason i am even posting! a little about me, maybe more then you wanted to know but here goes…
Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
- kissed my mom on the cheek before she left, and my brother was watching, b/c he was next in line for hugs and such before we all left.
When you’re walking, do you stop to drink?
- hmm… nope, i walked to my car the other night drinking a bottle of water *skills*
Do you believe that if you want something badly enough, you’ll get it?
- nope
Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
- yep
Ever sneak out of your house?
- nope
What did you do today?
– so far, i watched the first season/first episode of dexter on netflix *thank you B* <3
Would you ever get a tattoo?
- already have one, and no more for me. well maybe, if it was uber cute
What was the last thing you ate?
- left over pizza & bottle of water
Are you a morning person or a night person?
– definitely night, but since i started back at work, i tend to get up early even on the weekends. damn you, internal clock! >.< (more…
sooo. where ya been?
hanging out!
literally… grr! i guess i’ll be back when i really have something to talk about.
ox! <3
p.s. why does a man take 2 pairs of pants to play golf?
rain! go away! come again some other day! seriously. my mom said it was gonna rain today, but i didn’t beleive her. i mean it was a beautiful day! blue skies as far as the eye could see. literally an hr later. it’s POURING! mom’s know best, huh?
sooooo i got sims. woohoo! been kinda sucked in. 4 hrs went by and i coulda swore it was only 30 min. i adopted a baby. they gave me a black baby -.-
now i gotta find some dinner. ox!
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
